[She'd come with her. She'd leave with her, just for her, if she asked.
(it comforts her because it means that if it gets too bad, if it takes too much of her)
(christina can take her away)
But it hurts, that there's a price. That Thomasine, if Christina took her away...that she couldn't be this happy. She couldn't leave her fear with Black Mist. She would take it with her and she would always be scared.
She holds her more tightly, buries her face in Thomasine's shoulder.]
I...
I won't. Not yet.
[Not yet, because as much as she wants Thomasine to be free, as much as Christina herself wants to be free...
(this thing can make them happy)
(it can make Thomasine happy)
(it can make Christina happy, when her mind isn't strong enough, when she can forget)
(can she really take that away?)
Her hand rests on Thomasine's stomach and she thinks about the child that she'll call hers.]
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Date: 2012-12-26 09:20 pm (UTC)(it comforts her because it means that if it gets too bad, if it takes too much of her)
(christina can take her away)
But it hurts, that there's a price. That Thomasine, if Christina took her away...that she couldn't be this happy. She couldn't leave her fear with Black Mist. She would take it with her and she would always be scared.
She holds her more tightly, buries her face in Thomasine's shoulder.]
I...
I won't. Not yet.
[Not yet, because as much as she wants Thomasine to be free, as much as Christina herself wants to be free...
(this thing can make them happy)
(it can make Thomasine happy)
(it can make Christina happy, when her mind isn't strong enough, when she can forget)
(can she really take that away?)
Her hand rests on Thomasine's stomach and she thinks about the child that she'll call hers.]